December 2009
2 posts
i regret loving a person more than she loved me
Its hard to lay your head on your pillow with regret on your mind. Im looking at alot of sleepless nights in the near future because of my regrets for the decisions i have made in the recent past. I seem to push away the one thing that i have worked the hardest to keep. Im a walking contradiction. But all i can say is that Im sorry to the people that i have heart, Im sorry that I loved you with a...
November 2009
6 posts
you make it really hard to miss you…
HI, I’m Cody and I’m more real than most.
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I wanna be 25 already -__-
(via hhst)
no you really dont man. its only gettin harder from where you are man. enjoy being a kid
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October 2009
5 posts
“The pain is invisible, but you can’t hide the scars.”
– Jadakiss. (via hhst)
“Whoever HE is, when you meet him if you haven’t, let him know he has big...”
M.O.B
This isnt the motto i live by, it just isnt my style. I tried living that life for a little while but it isnt cool. These past few months i made more money than i know what to do with, more many most kids my age have, legal or not. I could go bottle for bottle in the club or single for singlein the strip club with most people i know right now. BUT WHY WOULD I WANT TO THAT? The more i make the less...
Keep ya head up.
When i was about 15 or so, i got some advice that i never imagined would effect me so much. One of my gangsta friends was walking with me to the store, he was only a year or two older but the streets matured him quicker then they did me. On our way to the store he tells me how he respects me for doing my thing in school an staying out of trouble an all that, bonding if you may. On the way to the...
I used to have an open heart, i didn’t always not care.
September 2009
6 posts
“Stay far from timid, only make moves when your hearts in, and live the phrase...”
– biggie
Baby Brother
Baby Brother, in about 12 hours you are about to climb the largest step in the stairway of your life(thus far). I’m sorry to break it to you but the steps only get harder and larger to climb from this point on, but I know that it will never be to difficult for you, and if you ever feel that you are facing something that you cannot handle just know that I am ALWAYS behind you to give you the...
“They know i pop bottles because i bottle my emotions”
– drizzy
“Things will be ok in the end, if things arent ok than it must not be the end yet”
– some german fellow
“Don’t doubt me, be about me.”
Im sitting here, 20 mins early to my class, Planet Earth. Im going to learn about earth and rocks because i heard it was an easy good grade. i want to pick up another course so that i have the max credits allowed, but the timing jus doesnt work out, oh well… i will focus on that later. peace out, gonna learn about rocks now
August 2009
11 posts
RUTGERS!!!
I feel as if im slowly turning in to the type of guy i never really wanted to be. Im at a huge party school, its only been one day but there are already somethings that i normally wouldn’t have done. This is such a large school yet i feel so alone, this school is full of people im not generally used to associating with nor do i really care to associate with. People let liquor and weed think...
“Try fuckin the world, it aint as easy as you thought.”
– Joe Budden
keep a tight circle.
death before dishonor
“your memories gone, and thats why your a memory gone”
joe budden”
hhst:
I figure being in love would be like getting high. You’re out of your mind, illogical, feeling unconquerable, and paranoid at the same time. Though, when you’re coming down—or falling out of love—everything starts making sense again. And you realize how stupid you were being.
Stress
its a shame, at this point every year it seems as if my entire world comes crashing down, i lose the love of my life, i leave the few friends i have and most of all, i feel like become less a member of my own family and feel guilty for going away to school. And everytime i come home it feels like everyone was living new exciting lives and i spend so much time trying to catch up with the lives of...
“If i was simple in the mind, everything will be fine”.”
Brotherly Love
I’m new to the world of blogging, and like many other people, my younger brother is a big part of why i am deciding to join this unfamiliar world. Thing are ok for me but they could always be better, but when I’m down and out i need an outlet, something, anything, to express my self, because my previous method of screaming, anger, and violence hasnt worked. Im getting to a point in my...
“You may not have been a part of it but at least you got to witness”
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